random...

I like sweet tea. It's pretty much all I drink. And water. Sweet tea and water.
I hate studying...finals are the worst time of year. I am too easily distracted
I woke up too early this morning (7am!) It was still dark outside. That makes me tired now.
I ate too much for dinner. And I ate alone. Not a fan. Not a fan of movies alone either but I do that all the time so I'm over it.


That's everything that I wanted to post in a FB status update.

Epic Soundtracks!

Sticking to my one status update a day rule: I am listening to Hans Zimmer radio on Pandora and I think it is the best decision I have made in a long time. I have gotten the Dark Knight soundtrack, Pirates of the Caribbean, Bourne Supremacy; Gladiator, Halo and now Avatar. I am pumped!

No complaints; you read my blog by choice!

So I have a rule against updating my facebook status too often. The way I see it, the stupid newsfeed will advertise to everyone that I just had a thought or whatever. If there are too many newsfeed posts about me, I am sure people will get annoyed. It's kind of the way I feel when I notice the same person over and over in my feed. So to prevent any of my friends from getting annoyed with me, I just avoid that whole situation. Good thing about this blog is that I can post whatever random thought I had that day if I have already posted something on facebook. That way it is in the universe and the universe shakes it head at me like I did when the ridiculous thought, or situation or moment occurred. Anywho, to the point of this post. Just now as I was walking down the halls of the law school, I realized that I was wearing my law school fleece. That got me thinking, "OMG! I'm a law student! When did that happen! I'm all grown up, I have to stop being so childish!" Then I chuckled to myself at the fact that this is not the first time the fact that I am in law school has dawned on me. It's kinda one of those things where I still remember most if not all of secondary school and 11 year old me would be as impressed as she would be tickled about the fact that I am kind of a grown up. I guess this is how people who have known me since I was a child feel when they see me now.
Last random thought: the last time I looked at my clock, I noticed it was only 7:24. I did a dance because I thought it was later. It's 8:24 now. No more dancing. Back to work.

I wanna run as fast as I can to the middle of nowhere...

Seriously contemplated packing my things, leaving the law school and going to watch a movie today. It's not that I lack motivation. It's not even that I am tired. I just think I need a change of pace. My life lacks a the spontaneity that it used to have. I miss making Sonic runs knowing that Sonic was 25 minutes away even though we had class in 30 minutes. I haven't just fallen asleep when I just felt tired in a while. And most importantly, I have not seen a movie since I was home 2 months ago! I don't have the freedom to do things on a whim without ignoring the consequences later. For now, I just look forward to the days that I am no longer a slave to my obligations.

Late nights at BLS

One liners:
Saturday nights at the library are not as bad as you'd think (caveat: I'm the biggest loser ever. I think I might be the only person here :-/ )
You'd be surprised how over time what looked like an awful situation can get better
B.o.B is freaking brilliant. I can barely listen to Drake anymore
Sic em Bears! Good job on beating Kansas
Nothing is more annoying that when highlighters dry out
Happiness is a state of mind that you can choose not by disregarding when bad things happen but by focusing on the positives in your life and allowing them to define your perspective

Tribute to B.o.B.

B.o.B said it better than I could have. This is how I feel. And honestly, I'm over all the nonsense...Technically this counts as me talking about someone else--the rapper, that I do not know personally and he does not read my blog so I think I'm safe.

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see just what I see.


So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.
You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.
I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.
And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see.

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.


(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Call me whatever you want, title me whatever you like...(it's a song)

Someone called me a hypocrite yesterday. I'm not sure if that's the correct word, but neither is naive lol. OK. Before you get too concerned, let me just give some context to the situation. I have a blog (yeah, stating the obvious). Anyway, from the first day I started writing, I remember that I put it on my facebook page, but it was not a status update or anything like that. All i did was edit my website and include it there. The reason I did it that way is because I was really self conscious and I didn't want anyone to read my thoughts. Enter hypocrisy. Who writes a blog, publishes it on the internet, but doesn't want anyone to read it? It's a bit strange isn't it. Well the deal with that whole thing was this was more like a project to see if my life was interesting enough to me to write about it on a regular basis. It would be super funny if this thing was only read by people who didn't actually know me because then it would be hilarious. They would think who is this crazy lady and how in the heck do these things happen to her!? However, no such luck. I have random people walking up to me (that I know) making jokes about the things in here. That makes me weary b/c now I am open to the criticisms and opinions of people who know me. Well I put myself out there so it's my fault. Here's the deal peeps (yup, bringing back early 2000 slang) if you don't particularly like me, or know me, please don' t feel obligated to read. Seriously. You probably don't think I am that funny so this must just be annoying for you. If you think I am hilarious and a likable person, keep reading. You are awesome! LOL. And if you are trying to get to know me, you can read too because I promise I can keep you entertained if nothing else